Patience is indeed a virtue…..virtue?

Well, I don’t know what a virtue means but I know how important patience is. 

 

For the past few weeks…months, rather I have been having a hard time relating with my mother.  Whatever she says irritates me to the point where I don’t even go out of my room anymore so that I won’t be able to see her or feel her presence.  I know it’s a little harsh and as much as you want me to change, I do too.  I notice that in me.  That I can not care about stuff that need to be cared about and not feel bad about it.  And it scares me because I for one think that if I can neglect my feelings, I can also neglect what’s right or wrong, I can start to neglect ethics and manners and be less of a person, be uncivilized. I am afraid because when I loose others, I start to loose myself.  And don’t get me wrong, I don’t think that it is selfish of me to think about that but. Who wants to loose himself right? What person in the right state of mind would want his sanity gone?

 

And so I thank this Christmas break for giving me time to reflect and think about stuff that I need to.  I have learned the value of patience (but still not the meaning of virtue) I now understand my mom and I love her so much.

 

I believe that when I go back to school this Thursday. I’ am a new man. Well and improved. Though being someone I’ am right now is already an achievement. And I shall tell you the story of who I was some other time. Goodbye!