And the answer is...."NO"
got it from ted moseby. from how i met your mother. seasons 1 to 3 baby! laughs.
got this picture from another blogsite!(im sorry i forgot your blog! and if by any means whatsoever you stuble upon this blog of mine, feel free to comment! )
update. i got this pic here. http://writelovelies.blogspot.com/
and here we go.
im actually not feeling well right now.. psychologically.
i have not yet recieved any confirmation letter from the colleges which i applied to and so the anxiety never ceases to numb my body...as well as my mind of course.
slowly, i start to doubt myself, doubt my intellegence and my credibility. and i hate this feeling, whats next? i start to loose myself, loose the people around me..i dont think anyone wants that to happen to themselves.
and this quote up here, this aerodynamic thingamajig helped me get over my...hmm.how should i say it?..accpetance anxiety?..maybe. (laughs...but still clueless)
i actually have a theory, what if this accpetance to college thing goes deeper? what if its just not about college... what if its about me being accpeted by my peers? by a large group?..
i think it's a little true but.. i dunno, its confusing. diagnosing yourself. but i'm pretty sure ill get over this sometime.
jan 10, jan 12 and jan 18....feb 16.
these are the dates which the universities that i applied to would be releasing the results.
i cant wait and at the same time i just want time to stop and just...."stay...stay..good boy!"
but i cant do anything now so for the remaining days of this vacation (today is monday...so. i have tues,wed and then trala! thursday! the first day of school for this year!)
i shall drown myself with food...mostly nuts! (for some reason we have so many nuts here) unlimited supply of DVD'S!(from my dad, he's kind of a movieholic) and How I Met Your Mother( i bought seasons 1-3! horaay! claps for me!) and the occasional hip-hop abs(i gotta work out sometimes too? right.....i said sometimes! )
and so...back to watching how i met your mother
i've actually seen this already and so to add a twist to my viewing..i shal watch it backwards! season 3 - season 1 hehe.....and i already feel like a rebel?! haha. what is wrong with me today?! i need people!! haha. :D :))
and so. till i feel like writing again! goodbye..
I know this is completely weird of me, but I was being a creeper because I was lonely and needed some time of proof that life exists outside of this rut I'm in. I've been dutifully clicking the next blog button at the top of the screen and finally found something worth reading. Just wanted to say thanks. Thanks a million.
ReplyDeleteaww, thanks steff. appreciate it a lot.:d. thanks. i feel accepted now! lol! :d...thanks....thanks..
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by! And linking to the photo on my blog =) I'm glad you enjoyed it. I love the quote about the aerodynamic, and I think it's normal to doubt yourself sometimes. Don't worry too much and hopefully you'll get the results you were looking for!
ReplyDeleteBTW, How I Met Your Mother is hilarious show!