here's what happened. my mom knocked on my door, i was watching "when harry met sally" and so i paused the movie and opened the door. "are you going to eat? because if you will then you better set the table" and she said in a rude way in which i greatly did not appreciate. i said "yes, and dont raise your eyebrows on me, i haven't done anything." and i must admit, i said it in a very....aggressive tone. and when i was about to set the table she, again, thre tantrums at me and said "i wont eat dinner" in a tone which, again, i did not appreciate. this time i could not take it "dont raise your eyebrows on me, i wont eat either! ask them to set the table!" (them referring to the other people in the house)
i hate this feeling ya know?
am i patience-less? (is there even such word) or is she just plain irritating.
i know its a part of being a parent to be irritating (well..not really) but.but... i just cant take it. how long do i have to endure this?...argh.i cant even believe that im saying these things..I'm such a jerk.
she is my mom and i should love her for she has loved me unconditionally... but..argh. too many contradictions clouding up the answer.
maybe i'll just try to figure out what my part is and do it.
be more patient? be more understanding?...yup. i think so too.
but im only human and i cannot endure everything all at the same time.
too many problems going on and..argh! if i could just tell it to you guys i would..but,.. let's not talk about this anymore shall we?! :d
i don't like being too much emo. the last time i was a self-proclaimed "EMO", i did things not worth forgiving. things unbearable to humanity.. tsktsk. but i'm different now.. all changed. and I'm happy :d. thank god, i wasn't in that position where i dont like the new "me....or do i?! (screams!) what i happening to me?! why am i doubting myself ?! is this a good thing !?.
o.k. now i' am really confused...and i mean confused, confused in general...about life. oww.
hopefully a bunch of old movies shall serve as the answer to these problems. (thanks to 50-in-1 DvD'S! claps for you! )
and so, i say goodbye....
goodbye! :D
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ReplyDeletehaha! moms tend to be more irrational, irritable and impossible to deal with because they're more hormonal. i dislike my mom's tantrums too ya know, just because she popped me out of her uterus does not mean that she has the right to play the all-knowing perfect queen dragon bitch of the world. just answer (in a less agressive way) whenever you think she's wrong. :D goodluck! dont stress yourself with her too much. :D
ReplyDeletehehe.:d thanks! :). yeah. true! haha.:D thanks.:d
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